Hey girl! It must b ages since I last posted huh??? Haha...really sorry ya...Ive been so busy this few days..haiz Lectures juz started and they are already killing me...the stress is getting into me now...AHHH!!!!!! I havn't chosen a CCA yet cuz I really dunno what to join. I know I've been pining for ODAC but so many ppl have been telling me tt itz really stressful. I want to join a CCA which I am really interested in...not juz for the points tt I'll get. U noe what I mean? Wellz, enough abt me.
Phae, I cant b there for u all the time esp since we're in diff JCs now. Dun make me worried for u, k? I miss u so much!!! There are other alternatives so while results r not out yet, dun close the door to ur options. Meanwhile, make the best out of everything, ya? Take care!!!
=ElaIne=
(^.^)

one of us aimed a shot @ 1/11/2004 09:13:00 AM

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hi...juz want 2 let u noe tt im still here,alive bt nt exactly 'kicking'.Sorry 4 nt returning ur calls..actually i did 2day bt apparently u were already asleep.Hope u understand,bt i dont really feel like toking 2 anyone @ the moment.Too many things hv happened and im sinking faster den i can even catch my breath.If u hv been reading my current posts,den u'll noe.there's no need 2 explain much here.

Im entirely at the mercy of things beyond my control and unfortunately,the light at the end of the tunnel is too dim 4 me 2 even notice.Yes,things aren't goin well in my life.Dun worry,it's nt abt u at all.I ain't mad @ u.It's juz tt i dun feel ready 2 tell anyone.Things r juz too complicated.Im nt sure whether i can make a breakthru in dis gruelling struggle.Bt wat i can let u noe is tt even if im down,i wun leave w/o a fight.Im nt gonna lt anyone trample over me again.I feel tt i've been tolerant enough of the entire matter n im losing my grip on reality.I juz hope tt God can grant me the courage to perservere on in dis 'battle' and help me 2 emerge victorious.Till den.
~pHaE~

one of us aimed a shot @ 1/04/2004 11:39:00 PM

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Heyz...i noe I havnt been writing. Thousands n thousands of apologies!!! I wrote one the other time, but think it accidentally got deleted. ARGH!!! Anywayz, really sorry tt ur x'mas was horrible. See??? My doggie's not so bad after all, eh? Haha!
Talking abt dogs, the day before yesterday, my bro came back from NS. My mom asked if he still wanted Sparky cuz he kept biting ( his bad habit). My fam decided to go to the animal farm 'cuz my mom decided tt she'll bring Sparky for an exchange programme. My mom was actually going to EXCHANGE Sparky for another dog!!!!!!! So mean right? Haiz...so went to the animal farm n saw all the dogs there. Thank goodness we didnt give away Sparky cuz my father n I refused to change him. Alright, enough of my puppy now...
Did u get a letter from CJC? Jac told me tt she got hers already. As for me, apparently, I havnt got a single letter till now. But juz yesterday, this girl Teena who claims tt shez the orientation leader of VJC, called me at 11.30 ( mind, it was night..not morn..geez!) to tell me to bring stuffs for Friday. She said tt I've got orientation on Fri, Sat, Mon, Tues, Wed n Thurs. What abt u?? Okay, I'm gonna have my dinner now. Tata!!! Happy New Year in advance..haha!

one of us aimed a shot @ 12/31/2003 08:30:00 PM

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venessa's party was gd.in fact i could say i've quite enjoyed myself.(btw it's wesley nt weasley.) i tink ur mom mite hv blown her top if she had allowed u 2 stay over and later found out tt the guys were staying too. Anyway my x'mas dis yr was quite bad.firstly ,i had no excitement or x'mas spirit whatsoever and was terrorized psychologically by my aunt's dog again. i really wish i cld MURDER him or smth >_< ! 2 add it up,my mood wasn't exactly gd and i had insomnia for 2-3 nites and slept at 3am approx. last nite my mom had food poisoning too.haiz hope tt x'mas nxt yr will be much better.
~pHaE~

one of us aimed a shot @ 12/26/2003 07:39:00 PM

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Itz been such a long time since u replied!!! Hmm...maybe cuz u r too busy or smthing like tt..wellz, how did u find ver's party yesterday??? Other than being fried at the bbq pit, it was quite fun, eh? Haha! Itz so sad tt I couldnt stay over at her house, otherwise, u would have been able to stay over too. My mom's like tt lah...(can't really help it) I called ver juz now, n I didnt know tt Weasley, Boon Tong n Christopher were staying over at her house. I juz hope tt ver didnt put the phone to loudspeaker. Haha!

I havta go to the market with my mom now. Then later, I'll b going to my grandmama's house for x'mas party. Bye!!!
Reply asap, k??? Merry Christmas!!! I hope tt u liked my present!!! Btw, u owe me one..haha!
=ElaIne=

one of us aimed a shot @ 12/25/2003 11:10:00 AM

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Haha..yupz, I'd help u castrate them too!!! Dun worry...I've met these kind of 'wolves' too... they're everywhere actually. Wellz..u'd noe what I'm talking abt. Stupid asses! I really hope tt we'll never meet these kinda ppl again. If I were u, I'd not entertain them but straight away delete the conversation window.

Howz ur day? I was sleeping most of the day, cuz I felt really really tired. In the afternoon, I went shopping for x'mas presents with my mom n dad. Ya noe? I saw this really cute baby winnie the pooh n bought it for my baby girl kuzzin. Oh man...it was so so cute!!!! Haha..fine, well, u noe Im a pooh fan anyway. =P
Alrite...nite nite for now!
=ElaIne=

one of us aimed a shot @ 12/21/2003 07:04:00 PM

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I swear im goin 2 del my irc soon.there r so many pervs out dere! *grrr* i've met w/ d most obnoxious ppl 2day when i logged in juz 4 fun. There was dis bloody immature 14 yr old bastard who attempted toking dirty n when i said im goin off he called me a loser n said the most chauvinistic crap.Later he even had the cheek 2 say he was acting big earlier.Wat a f***king c***b**-faced asshole! Den i was @ the cjc channel and dis guy supposedly frm rjc tried hooking me up by asking all sorts of shit qns like..'hv u masturbated b4?' 'wat is ur cup-size'? 'hv u ever fantasised abt a guy seeing ur body' etc.etc. *GRRRR* Somemore tt F**ker tried 2 ask me out 4 a 'quiet' moment w/ him,juz 'two of us alone'(me and him).HELL,even if i was goin 2 b shot i wun bring myself down 2 such a level! Man,i tell u, the amt of scum out there is really shocking.If i cld,i wld personally CASTRATE them!! *GRRRRRR*

Ok,enuff growling 4 now.So when do u all plan 2 watch? Of course i want 2 see la..wat a rhetorical question! K la i'll call u soon.Till den..juz warning u abt all d 'wolves' out there.
~pHaE~


one of us aimed a shot @ 12/20/2003 06:09:00 PM

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Hey there! Grr....this thing is irritating me! I sent u a message yesterday nite, but it got deleted off. Wellz, juz wanna tell ya tt I dun hold anything against u for blowing up =D, juz dun do this to me again cuz it makes me really upset n sad, k? Dun worry, I'll keep my mouth sealed if ttz what u want.

Oh, jac n I want to see Lord of the Rings. Betcha tt u'd want to see it too. Haha! Nah, Feiz not going with us, I juz found out. Mm...we gotta book the tickets in advance n I was thinking abt Lido. U? I thot tt I could book the tickets online, but apparently, my mom said tt if we used her credit card, she has to go there personally to sign the card. Call me for more details, k?
Tell ya smthing!!! I got a nokia yesterday!!! My mom bought a new hp n gave me hers. At least I've got a nokia finally!!!
=ElaIne=
P.S U'll always b my best friend no matter what happens! =)

one of us aimed a shot @ 12/20/2003 11:56:00 AM

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